Success!

I am DONE WITH THE MEDIATOR SERIES of Meg Cabot. :) And, you know what? I won't ever regret the day I started reading it. The ending was amazing-ly amazing.
I mean, I had sleepless nights because of it. But, well, obviously, those sleepless nights paid off! And I must say... Jesse is really hotter than Michael Moscovitz. (Even though I still love Michael.. I guess there's nothing wrong with liking them both at the same time. They would totally understand that they are both adorable!)
Hector "Jesse" de Silva, I love you!. Hahaha. =))
I'm just a little sad for Paul Slater. He actually reminds me of someone. Paul Slater, I mean. And that someone, though, is taken. So I might as well not say a lot about him :)
Hmmm. I can't have a love story like Suze and Jesse's, I know. I mean, I am NOT  a mediator or a shifter or whatever-ghost-seeing-time-travelling person. Asthma isn't that kind. I would probably be a ghost myself upon seeing one. I don't see why a heart attack for me isn't that possible... because, I think it is. It really is. Plus, I highly doubt that I would be as hardheaded as Suze. Because, well, I am an obedient child. I don't know...
I hope I could find my Jesse without having troubles like going back to the 1850s , exorcise spirits , drown in the middle of the sea... you know... those things. I don't want those things.
But maybe... maybe... I will... for 'my Jesse'. Hahaha. :)
Okay then. Merry Christmas, everyone!

And I am blind. :|

When I found out that they kissed...

I was like:

"Oh CRUD!!!!!!!!!! I was an idiot. Alyson and Adam kissed. I never knew. By the time Natalie and Luke were kissing at the airport, I immediately skipped it. I never knew Moose and Camille kissed, too. What the--?!!!!! I mean 

WHAT THE EFF?!

And I saw it—just now!!!! After five times of watching it?! This could be a crime. Oh no!"

2:35 am// November 7, 2010

I was shocked alright. Haha. But I can't help but laugh at myself. uhh- HELLO?!-- that was the fifth time I watched the movie. And I never knew. I never knew! I was like...

"Hala! Unsa to?!"

Yeah. They really look cute together. But I don't care. I just admire Adam... really. Alyson is really pretty too. Haha. Whatever. But I am NOT giving up on Adam, I swear to every face on Earth.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!!!. :) <3

Today's not a fairytale. la la la. :P

My favorite books at the moment:

1.) The Mediator Series( Shadowland, Ninth Key, Reunion, Darkest Hour, Haunted and Twilight)

Have you ever heard of a macho ghost?! Nah, no? ME TOO. Well...

 I really am addicted to this series. It's loaded of adventure, wit, romance, and... well.. ghosts.

 I never thought I'd really like Hector "Jesse" de Silva, in the first place. But considering the fact that he's a hot ghost (Well, ghosts are supposed to be cold I guess. But pardon the pun) I think he would make a perfect boyfriend. 

But I think I won't be too overwhelmed if ever Jesse calls me his Querida. Uhh-- Hello?!-- Querida here in the Philippines, is a mistress. And I am not that. 

It's just that he always protects Suze. And sometimes (most of the time, really) a girl just wants that. I was just thinking that maybe... I am made for a ghost too. Yeah, I would only accept that if I were as brave as Suze-- which I think I'm not. Take it from me, I am scared of ghosts. Haha. :)

2.) The Princess Diaries Series

The movie was different from the book. Grandmere wasn't so wicked in the movie and Mia is supposed to be blonde, and Mia's dad is not dead.

 BUT WHO CARES?! 

They've given me the idea of what Michael Moscovitz looks like. I can't thank them enough.

Of all the girl characters that Meg Cabot has made, I really love Mia. Well like Mia, I really love writing... and even the guy that I happen to admire knows that. He never gets my message personally. I write them or... post them as a blog and then he just reads. 

And I am not a good speaker too like Mia was in the beginning. But she happened to get out of her shell pretty soon because of being a princess. Meaning, I won' be able to get out of this stupid shell and be a a very good and sensible speaker one day because I am not and I won't be a princess. But whatever.

I don't really need to be a good speaker to have my Michael Moscovitz. :P

3.) Queen of Babble

I never babble.

 NOT. I do babble to people... especially when they won't try to stop me at all. But I never speak of blow job-- especially to strangers. I never do that. DUH. But somehow it's cute... since that's how Luke and Lizzie met. Really, if talking about blow jobs to a complete stranger on the train would give you the love of your life, then why not risk the shame?! Uh-oh. Considering.

But what I love about this story is that... it happened in Europe. And I swear that's where I'll meet Rupert. :) Haha.

eBook weekend. ;)))

I’ve got nothing much to talk about.

I mean, I spent my weekend reading eBooks. And do you know how boring that is?

Uh no, not really the stories… but the fact that you have nothing else to do but stare at this laptop’s screen for two days in a row—I could’ve destroyed my eyes (like what a “friend” told me) or worse—get blind!

I’m glad I didn’t, though. How unfortunate would that be? For me, I mean. I wouldn’t be able to type anymore. I would be totally useless then.  Since all I ever do is type, read and write… and sadly, they all require the sense of sight! UNIMAGINABLE.

Anyway, so I’ve read about Jesse—the ghost guy from the Mediator. It still freaks me out, you know? Like… how could I ever imagine an attractive ghost?! The movies portrayed them as bloody ones with hanging heads or something. Blame the movies, not me! They never gave justice to those poor souls. I know sometimes they say ghosts become so mean that they tend to hurt others already but… depicting them as FUGLY souls who roam around carrying their heads with them or something like that (perhaps)?! No, I mean, you’ve got to be kidding me. Where’s the justice?! Tsk!

Okay… so much for that freaking-out reaction.

Well, the thought of being in love with an attractive ghost guy—who, by the way is a hundred and fifty years old—just gives me creeps. O_O

Oh not that I don’t like the story, I LOVE IT, I LOOOOVE IT. Don’t get me wrong. The concept is great. It’s just that… (Oh my) why can’t I JUST imagine an attractive ghost guy???!!

I lost my touch in imagining things… (And hot guys), I think. I used to be good at this, especially the hot guys part. Maybe God took it back from me because I did not put it on good use. HA-HA!

What good use, huh? Like putting them in a story? like what Meg Cabot does?

I don’t really think so... Not really a good idea.

 Oh sure I love to write. But I only write about my life. And of course I KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON WITH MY LIFE. But i if were to write a story… I have to cover all the loopholes. It’s like practicing my making-a-lie skills. Oh, and add that to my list of sins for my confession this Christmas break. HOW SINFUL.

Well, okay.

I am exaggerating. Why would priests consider writing a story a lie?

Right, they wouldn’t consider it a lie. (But I consider it a practice, still, if I ever do it…)

I just can’t write a story. Well, I tried. I wouldn’t be giving up if I hadn’t tried. Okay, so I made a story before… back in first year high school. I just don’t remember what it was about.

Second was in my sophomore year. It was about a girl who was torn between two guys—who happened to be best friends. BUT I got too tired and so I killed all the characters in the end. Yeah… what a stupid tragedy! Brilliant ending, I know.

See. I have no future in this thing. Killing the characters I’ve made??! Just because I don’t know what to do with them anymore?! Yes. Sounds like I’m such a wretched writer. HAHA. But no, I don’t really feel bad. I’m glad some people that I know are really great in making stories. I mean, the world isn’t a failure after all. Creative writers still exist, you know. I’m just not one of them.

Yeah. REALLY, I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO TALK ABOUT!

(Nothing, my ass, dude! I USED UP ONE PAGE IN MICROSOFT WORD. AND IT’S NOTHING!) What a talkative unicorn am I, really?! Do they have anything to call this kind of species?! Uh-oh. :